2010年8月28日星期六

28/8/2010-因为星星总是伴着月亮

Omg,昨天太迟睡,
今天要阿志叫醒我,blur sia @@
wkaka.
还好只是迟到十分钟。

昨天有打了一通电话给Rigel,
关心下他第一天做工如何。

然后晚上瓜瓜来店把我的mouse和鼠标垫拿我,
还在我玩游戏的时候在一旁喂我吃mee soto,
我感觉到我很像小孩子一直被她呵护着,
倍感窝心,但我没有对她说出来。=)

然后在今天我买了个滑鼠给她的同时(因为她的滑鼠坏了),
她在今天也在逛街时买了一个包包给我,
Erm,是黑色的。。呵呵,我很喜欢一下。

然后我放工上楼冲凉后就下楼给她看看我背时如何,
就背下去给她看看,呵呵。
我说最后的巴士还有半小时才来,我建议去喝茶聊天。
走着走着。。huh?ice cream shop oh~,u wan eat?
她说不要啦很贵,可是我们还是进去了。
里面原来很多人来,都是年轻人~,
卖ice cream 也是很不错的哦?可是要装修到很美~~才有那种气氛。


我不快乐,所以我选择enjoy在我的游戏里。
要happy噢,其它不管了。^____^


By YaO, 9am

2010年8月26日星期四

26/8/2010 今天我想写字



我忽然想把我每天所发生的无所顾忌地写在我的日记里,
待一天我翻开来还知道我到底做过什么和发生过什么事。
可是我没有私人空间,
不像我在家里的自己的房间,
所以我停止写了,
可是如果这是我停止写我日记的理由,
那真的很不值得。。
再想想吧。。。
As i know,
Writting diary is a good habit,right? good! ^___^

ps: Erm....did blogger can be use as a Diary?!!!

ps2 : 待一天我和你诉说我身边所发生过的所有事...你所错过的那我的人生的一部份。


By EmoYaO, 1:00pm

2010年8月14日星期六

14/8/2010 生日快乐哦阿武

今天也是早起的一天,
好像都习惯了,都不需要闹钟><
7:30am auto wake up ,lols
然后去拿苹果来吃,很酸!But还是要吃,='(
晚上又要再去买新的一包了~~

昨天瓜打包mcd来给我吃,
恩,她对我很好的,我也要加油。
只是不懂我为什么要继续这样,即使我已经不爱了。
恩,要感激那些对我们好的人。
这才是我们应该做的。
其它的,别想那么多了。

放工后janice sms来说她没钱了,
我虽然很累,可是还是硬硬爬起来去Tampanies,
借她之前我答应借她的钱,不然她要没得吃饭了。
去到那里又看见她那个剪头发的朋友,
她们聊她们的,我有说了几句话罢了,
老实说我太累了,再来是不熟,
恩,我喝了一杯水就各自回了。
我等,等janice发信息来说谢谢的话可是我等不到,
haiz....失望。
没关系啦,我只是个借钱的对象=D

傻瓜今天sms来问了一点事情。
她会关心朋友。

Rigel打来要叫我去club,可是我不想去了,
花钱的事我不要做了,
不然我做工到来还剩下什么?
我翻开存折,我好像浪费半年的时间了,我好伤心。
我对自己说我什么都不要了啦,控制!
在家玩game好了,至少还会有钱。

借了好多人钱,不懂其中一些值不值得借,
只是一味的记得当时自己没钱时侯的感受,
我有求必应,不要问值不值得,借先就对了。。
也是源自一个前辈的助人之心,我知道我在做对的事。


ps,节省,善良,坚强,感恩。

By:YaO ,10:00am

2010年8月11日星期三

11/8/2010 Don pressure me.



Ytd was going mrt thr wif gua,

i saw a pair of eye tat was so hurts,

I don dare go into her eye to feel her's pain,

because i know i will be softhearted.

She wont let me go,

Ok u just keep on use ur way to force me,

I think i will leave wif silent ones day.

u will nvr found me.

Erm....love is sweet,breakaway is hurt.sigh

By YaO, 04:40pm

2010年8月9日星期一

9/8/2010 Immature

no die ,no die,
everything fine~=)

Wake up at morning,
The feeling is wat?ya totally different.
i feel peace n comfortable.

Erm...
Got accompany gua go to Raffles river thr,
Having a good talk wif her.


Almost forget y i come here for,
Mind changing into so playful,
But at least i am no fall into the hole of loneliness,
SO afraid of tat.

I use a lot money recenly,
Er erm,i think stay away from tat better,be a good boy.


Oh tat day got a friend XiaoRain wanna treat me cigarette,
i reply i quit cigarette d, ya i am trying to stay away from tat cigarette,
To me,it just only a way bring me go to think abt sad's things.
I control~~no even one cigarette.
i tell myself i no need right,for?erm,stay stronger.


Erm....so unforgetable to calling someone at tat night,
She's voice and smile tempolarily bring me out of my bad mood,
NIce to hear abt her's sharing at her school,
So sweet enof ,i miss her.
Life can ever hav a good friend like this,
Wat worry abt got "no more smile"???lols




By YaO, 10:40am

2010年8月3日星期二

3/8/2010 "Either u die, or i die"




Ytd nite,
A mind cross my mind ,
i wanna to test wat ur response if i really got a new gf,
As u know ,now my real status in my heart is stil single,
i say"if i got new gf how would u do",
lol u ask me who is tat,
i anyhow say: oh from sg,
u say i hurts u too much ,u wont set me free to go hav my own happiness,
then the fucking next sentence below,

"Either u die, or i die"...so sad, how i could stay wif this kind of gal.
(Fully of devil's mind...)
I shoot ! I tot time d cure ur hurt.
I say: "if i were u i wont do this,and i will leave."
Nth can describe my now mood,
It will again repeat in my mind last long.

U don again trying to use die to force me !
Fk u ,cao cb!!
I don know wat should i do is really good for both of us.
I find no one to express wat my feeling nw.
Is it my response to cancern ur life until i am old.
Sory i wont.

Next morning should i stil use my smile to face u?lolo
ya i will do it for u,
For the reason is only is i know u will fucking hurts of urself,
Or hurting both us,sign
U didn't know wat u stil hav,y don u think abt tat?positif mind??
Wat u will saw infont ur eye of me from tmr begins just not me,
Is just ur own illusion,FUCK U.

i feel i am so hard for looking my own hapiness.


By:YaO, 03:30pm