9/8/2010 Immature

no die ,no die,
everything fine~=)

Wake up at morning,
The feeling is wat?ya totally different.
i feel peace n comfortable.

Erm...
Got accompany gua go to Raffles river thr,
Having a good talk wif her.


Almost forget y i come here for,
Mind changing into so playful,
But at least i am no fall into the hole of loneliness,
SO afraid of tat.

I use a lot money recenly,
Er erm,i think stay away from tat better,be a good boy.


Oh tat day got a friend XiaoRain wanna treat me cigarette,
i reply i quit cigarette d, ya i am trying to stay away from tat cigarette,
To me,it just only a way bring me go to think abt sad's things.
I control~~no even one cigarette.
i tell myself i no need right,for?erm,stay stronger.


Erm....so unforgetable to calling someone at tat night,
She's voice and smile tempolarily bring me out of my bad mood,
NIce to hear abt her's sharing at her school,
So sweet enof ,i miss her.
Life can ever hav a good friend like this,
Wat worry abt got "no more smile"???lols




By YaO, 10:40am

3/8/2010 "Either u die, or i die"

Ytd nite,
A mind cross my mind ,
i wanna to test wat ur response if i really got a new gf,
As u know ,now my real status in my heart is stil single,
i say"if i got new gf how would u do",
lol u ask me who is tat,
i anyhow say: oh from sg,
u say i hurts u too much ,u wont set me free to go hav my own happiness,
then the fucking next sentence below,

"Either u die, or i die"...so sad, how i could stay wif this kind of gal.
(Fully of devil's mind...)
I shoot ! I tot time d cure ur hurt.
I say: "if i were u i wont do this,and i will leave."
Nth can describe my now mood,
It will again repeat in my mind last long.

U don again trying to use die to force me !
Fk u ,cao cb!!
I don know wat should i do is really good for both of us.
I find no one to express wat my feeling nw.
Is it my response to cancern ur life until i am old.
Sory i wont.

Next morning should i stil use my smile to face u?lolo
ya i will do it for u,
For the reason is only is i know u will fucking hurts of urself,
Or hurting both us,sign
U didn't know wat u stil hav,y don u think abt tat?positif mind??
Wat u will saw infont ur eye of me from tmr begins just not me,
Is just ur own illusion,FUCK U.

i feel i am so hard for looking my own hapiness.


By:YaO, 03:30pm

31/7/2010 What to do..

TOday wake up 2pm ==
bcos ytd online till dawn n so tired,hehehe.

Morning just receive again the reply from Jane,
who really sg gals wif high eng lvl ,
great to sms wif her to improve my eng,
Force my self busying in finding dictionary ,lol
To found out the means who really wan to express...
shame but good for me i know =)

Today 1st wake up's mind so weird..
Think wanna further study...
Improve myself ,
Not for the earning more money,and only just wanna to prove i can.
think it alwaz not too late if i really wan to do it,
I great to know i stil hav this positive mind,
and i know wat problem should i ned to think of,
Problem is money and i can really done graduate if i gg to do..
Considering....

Coll= colleagues同事
doze off=打瞌睡
gg= going去
stainless steel=不锈钢

Those above every single word got its memories inside between our chating.=)




Random copy:

Life is riding a bicycle. In order to keep it balance, you have to keep moving.
ps: For me to explain this sentence, i feel like we ned to hav a balance eating ,balnce slping time ,balance emotion,balnce excise,balance entertainment ,like u riding a bicycle...in ordr keep it balance, watever so hard u r facing, u stil ned look forward ,keep moving =)

Sometime, when life come to a certain point of low peak, somehow god sent you angels. Be it a friend or stranger. They really cheer you up by their thoughts and actions.
ps: It reminds us don be so depressed ,when u down until a certain point of lowest, thr is alwaz got a suprise person to cheer you up ,wat we ned to do is to be patient =)

in order =按次序的
somehow=不知怎么的



By : YaO, 05:00pm

29/7/2010 dumb dumb YaO

I miss my hair badly....
Now so noob =(

i admit i regret to go to clubbing last nite,
but don't means last saturday,wakaka.
Tired now =(

By : YaO ,05:45pm

28/7/2010 Katong Lan shop open^^

Damn ytd so busy...
Work from 10 am then ot until 1am,15hours,aww!

Morning after eating my breakfast,
i awaiting until singtel send somebody coming,
To fix new shop's internet line..
Haiz fix so long ,
Plus i don know abt router how to connect,
They only can ensure tat internet got Ping,
Don know anything abt router ,rad,switch,
Finlly we argue is wat problem,
until like horse talking wif cow,don know each others means,sad..

After 5 hours,he 2 guys from singtel is go back.
Then boss call another gals from First Tel,
After she coming ,she find out all the problem like,
Cable problem,cable connect wrong ,
Our internet is work!!!
Omg she is damn strong!She is from china.

Then we sit down and chat wait until boss coming,
Juz realize she is study til master degree wif Telecommunication
i feel so sad i would like can same like her so briliant =(
Am i choosing wrong course last time???! sobb..
i know got this course de.....
haiz don wan to talk abt this.
Then she teach me which one is Router,Rad,and Switch,
And she show me how to connect them together,
Wif drawing down a map of how to connect them
on a paper wif very patient,tq o.=)

After make sure everything is work,
most important is internet can work,
We start to doing business,
And our Katong lan shop is official opening back ^^
so happy..hehe=)

I know..
My effort is worth~~


By YaO ,02:30pm

WaO被点到! =="

Haizz,没有办法了是被傻瓜点到，
感觉很像中马票了今天！lol !><"，


♥ 规则：

♥ 一, 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案

♥ 二, 请传给另外十个人

♥ 三, 传阅人请在十位被点的人的留言板上通知他, 他被点咯!

♥ 四, 这当中的十位不得拒绝

♥ 五, 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位

♥ 六, 这些被点名者, 你们被点会祝福

♥ 七, 不可回点哦, 并且愿望会实现和得到幸福





♥ 坐上幸福热气球，开始咯 ♥


幸福热气球：第一阶段



1. 绰号：X|aoYaO

2. 星座：魔蝎座

3. 生日：03/01/1987

4. 兴趣：读书，呆在家乖乖，lol

5. 血型：不懂

6. 最宝贵的东西: 我的脸




幸福热气球：第二阶段



1. 有喜欢的人吗: Don hav

2. 有交往吗：Got

3. 幸福吗：不幸福=(

4. 他很爱你吗：没有人爱我

5. 如果你有勇气最想做什么：对全部人将“我爱你”


幸福热气球：第三阶段


1. 你被谁点：傻瓜宝贝

2. 他是你的谁： 知心好友

3. 他的个性是：可爱，倔强，孝顺，坚持，隐瞒真正的感觉不轻易透露给不信任的人知道

4. 他长得怎样：cute~~~

5. 跟他认识多久: More then 3 years.

6. 你想跟他说什么： 谢谢点到我..=="。。lol

7. 如果他变成你的情人: S h y~~~~我一定会好好爱她^^



幸福热气球：第四阶段


1. 最爱的音乐: R&B,Billaboard latest top 100 song

2. 最爱的季节: 没有太阳，没有雨天的季节

3. 最爱的卡通：灌篮高手

4. 最爱的颜色：蓝

5. 最想去的国家：澳洲，美国

6. 最爱的水果：sweet orange

7. 最爱的人：没有


幸福热气球：第五阶段



1. 你很爱哭吗: 我伤心就哭的咯

2. 你很爱笑吗: 当然~

3. 你是很有信心的人吗： 我没有信心的..

4. 你想要怎样的生活：住皇宫，家跑车，用鱼翅，燕窝漱口,lol

5. 你喜欢自己吗：当然～

7. 你喜欢睡觉吗：喜欢

8. 你喜欢唱歌吗：喜欢



幸福热气球：第六阶段



开始点名：

-♥糖果Wawa♥
-XiaoYe
-小兔子
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如果你有三个愿望 , Tell me your wish :

1=全家人健康
2=瓜瓜健康
3=和我心爱的人结婚

25/7/2010 Thx Rigel

Yesterday i cut my hair into short style d,
Seriously looks like a noob =(

Rigel calling coming to ask me go rebel clubbing,
(wif new friend Raven),
YaO is enjoy thr to playing wif rigel,so fun..hahaa.

Like Rigel's style ,
very fun + real + talkactive,


Forget abt the e bad feeling ,cheer up !
Start to realize self feeling so important.


By: YaO