25/2/2010 Love Myself

Today is Thursday?
omg,

i almost forget=="

Yesterday i was buy a pall mall,

i know wat i am doing ,

i just attempt to vent,

i am regret after today morning i wake up,

My throat was raw, had a sore throat..=(

haix just for a gal who don really care me,

i so foolish

i don wan like tat.

So i took a Apple to eat,

And drink a lot water ad without eat at morning,

then becames more ok,

no such pain...

recenly i eat a lot apple,

Becaause i start to love myself,

who love him/herself only can to love people.

Wat i ned is slp more early.

Today i promise the gal celest to play game wif her,

so maby tmr start.

My apple is finish ready,

Ltr must be go restock it!!

I love apple.

When i 15 years old,

i was kena dengue fever,

i stil rmb tat i was feel gonna die,

When the time i everday eat Apple,

It make my appetite becames so nice,

i alwaz remind me is an apple save me.

If one day after i marriage,

i think i will stand by 12 apple to her to eat, make her so healty=)

Everyday keep to eat an apple then u will feel wats the different de.

Remind myself*

Yesterday i was msn XiaoDi tat wat i feel,

Then she is late reply me,

so i just offline.

i feel u r nt really care on me.

So i ask myself no ned expect tat how good u can treat me by next time.

有一些事情我不想忘记，

今年新年间我做了什么叻？

呵呵，我想我是开心的咯,

12/2/2010除夕前一天那晚，

我没有睡觉，

因为我要做最早的巴士回到我最熟悉的老家，Batu Pahat

那天的custom,

是我看过最恐怖的custom,

sibei 多人咯，

我很想拍下来的可是那里好像不能拍照，呵呵><

搞到最后要搭去Ayer hitam,再搭Batu Pahat的巴士回来。

到了之后，

那“孝顺”我的三弟阿威就驾cambri来接我们了，

省了好多时间，呵呵。

这时的我已经是好累了，

可是在家里就是不一样，

我很放松，我喜欢在家的感觉，

我喜欢看到爸爸，妈妈，三弟阿威，四弟阿武

在除夕大扫除，

还有忙着追住一只老鼠打，:D

那一幕实在是太搞笑了=D

虽然用烧水，木棍追着那老鼠打好残忍，

可是看到你们为了老鼠一起这么忙，我觉得我家很可爱。

（我很想帮老爸你，可是我不忍心看着那老鼠活活被烫死或打死）

所以为了怕你再叫我，我只好躲进房间里。:D

听阿武讲那只老鼠害到家人好惨啊，

不是它死，就是我亡。

LOL

除夕夜,

当然是家人一起吃团圆饭，

今年家里第一次全员到齐，

老爸说以后要年年都这样吃团圆饭，

从这里我可以感觉到老爸越来越爱这个家，

我也是----》❤

半夜到了，

My buddy全部都来到我家赌博，

这是每年都不可少的事情，

赢输真的是好不重要，

重要的是我们在一起enjoy玩同样的一副牌，

且有说有笑，

我希望兄弟就要一直酱。。。呵

5am 才睡觉。

初一早上,

11am我就被瓜吵醒，

omg要载她去永平的老家拜年。

After载她回后，

我自己回到温暖窝，

这次累惨了，一躺就睡着><"

初一晚上，

跟buddy们约好了去pub,

我还叫了小弟一起来跳，

真是跳得越夜越美丽，

连小弟也跳得好high 噢，

最后还害得她因为喝酒而胃痛，

大哥我真是不体贴没有想到，

对不起!><"

最后你是被raymond载送回家的，

而不是我。。。siez

不甘心啦，

我又之后拿了金沙巧克力和黄梨饼和她的。。。拖鞋？

半夜两点送到她龙华家的门口。

她说她要五十块当红包（她对我真的很不客气），

then我拿了两张五十，其中一张还是新币给她花，
OMG!

2010新年我就是这么过的。。。

只可惜你不在❤

chuan，by here 04:30pm

24/2/2010 LovE Is Both Sides

Yesterday i was smile.

But today,
Tat is the second time tat u ignore my msg,
I cant feel anymore,
today i wanna fall agains,
Fall into smoke again.

Love is both sides,u cant do anything when the other side is ignore u.

Just let it go...

Yao is hurt..

by here,11:50pm

22/2/2010 LOve Sick

omg...,

I love sick!

i very emotional since last nite,

all the feeling is come back,

IS TOTALLY come back!!!

i happy see ur greeting msg mor then anyone,

i shot.

when i heard tat u say u r feel lonely,

it real make me heart ache,

i try my best to comfort u,

It really not ur false,is someone bitch don know to treasure u,

and i know u feel tat,

u know.

Don cry baby Gin,

forgive me to call u like tat.

U only the one on my mind.

Rmb?

long time ago......
Chuan:Gin,how long time the one people can be stil lov in current someone?

my answer is: Very long time.

i tot u wont find me again,

bcos i rmb last time how u treat me when i text u,

i talk myself i wanna to be stay strong,

i did.

i dint find u but i sometimes can stil see u online msn ,fb

i do blind.

i tot is over.

i was wrong,

Even u a simplied msg,

can enof to beat me,

i know a true,

even how u treat me like wat shit thing,

i also wont hate u,

i will nvr do hate u.

i will nvr ignore u.

only bcos of.....

The love feeling is :

U can just simply give up/forget the whole world,

to be wif the who someone .

Like a day i did when u r in hospital.

3 years ody,

but i feel only like ytd.

i know i sick.

chuan,byhere 03:30pm

10/2/2010 Love moments

Today is Wednesday,

I wake up by 10am.

Yesterday i slp by 4am,@_@

ALL because wanna acc a person,

who call LINA,

SHe like drug,

make me to play games wif her until midnite,

until i didnt know TIred is wat,

I just cant stop for it,

BUt,

Yesterday i am sad,

although i play wif her,

the whole game got a devil kacao,

he keep follow her,

And keep follow behind her ass whole game,

Why u don just wipe my ass?

u know i interest on her but u stil do it.;/

u also like enjoy play wif him.

i don know why i play ler,

for wat...

=(

so tired + sad

I talk to myself i wont play wif u ler.

really no meaning.

haix u all enjoy be a couple ba...

i should giv up?

or keep fight wif tat devil?

tired wif it'

Nvm Forget it.

i will do myself,

be passive here.

Brother XiaoDi yesterday again call me,

i am happy wif it.

SHe ask me midnite go out la?

go out wif her to eat something,

i reject n i say i wish but i just cannot do it,

but i promise i will find her by 15th.

Valentines day.

is coming 14th Feb,

The Sad things is i don ever expect it,

Even nw i got guagua who very dote on me,

i am stil feeling empty,

empty after the last time i rmb to how to love,

i try hard to fix it back,

i am just no way out.

thr is a happen in my own sorrow.

Yao am lonely.

THis song is i create by tdy,

From XIao jing Teng,

Is very nice song to describe my feeling at last time i rmb.

Thts is touching me.

Ytd Shagua sms me again,

talk me she's inside is very pain

hurt by someone.

Love power can kill a person who really fall in it,

Including me also.

Shagua o,

World bigger than tats u cant imazine,

i know u will get well when ur real Mr.right is appear,

So don just depressed,

Stil got so many nice guys being thr!!!

Sian msn thr tell me he is no money,

very poor,

and he admire Leon's salary amount,

I say brother we stay alive is d a happy's things,

NEVER EveR admire the other one,

DOn expect u will don disappoited,

Wat we hav we must know 1st,

tat only important.

Ytd nite 8pm,

I go colour my hair ody,

$55 only including cut.

save my time to colour myself,haha

Although i don like the colour,

but is ok,

No one but me will say it no nice de right?=)

nice!

by here ,03:00pm

25/1/2010 期待新年

今天是星期一，

我很喜欢星期一，

因为我可以在geylang这里做工，

这里虽然比较忙，

可是这里的“空气”很好，

让我现在的心情觉得很舒服，

这时很适合来写我的blog*

今天我很blur><,

我竟然忘记我今天是做geylang，

明明睡醒了还赖床，哈哈哈

走到楼下才想起，

对不起啊李超！:D

害你多做半个小时>.<"

昨天，

第一次跟可爱的小弟在msn聊，

我向她道歉我除夕不能找她了，

就因为某某原因。

你应该懂我很想找你出来吧，

我再想想办法:)

小弟是个很重感情的人，

对不起没有在你爸去世那时给你安慰，

也可以说，

不懂怎么说安慰的话。

是我一直觉很内疚的事情，

我知道你很爱你的爸爸。

I am so sorry abt that.

还有,

雪莉，佑雯

我没有忘记你们，

可是我时间真的好少，

i hate i only got 2 day off.

FUCK.

Don tell me tat u cant spend out more time,

to giving me off day,

Juz tell CAnnot then enof.

I waste My lifE to work wif u,

then u fucking bitch don giv me more day to stay wif my friend,

I HOPE i got more Brave to QUIT this job,

if not i got target to earn money and save it to go back my hometown,

I wont waste my life here.

I am getting less friend here.

Rigel,

I don know wat kinds of peaple u r,

U lie me 1 time ody,

i stil help u to top up ur game's credit,

i treat u is my friend only i do it,

hoping u will keep u promise,

Don only know how to say:" haha,okok,dun worry",

If other ppl wont help u again this u should know.

I am not a foolish.

Shagua,

DON BE sad,

Be a happy gal,

u r the most sweetie among my friend list.

I wish i can treat everyone more kindly,

And treat every my friend as

BEST FRIEND.

By here, 0200pm

23/01/2010 桃花运

Today is Saturday?

i almost forget it pula...

i waste a lot time thr...on DoTa.

I cant lie myself tat i am really loving in it,

i keep win on the match ,did it a good things?

i think it is not=="

最惨的是。。新年要到了!!!><"

我还在拜二那天认识到一个DotA Girl,

Call Lina,

起初不懂她是女的，

可是她这么多人不找，

不找Rigel,

不找nietoshana,

就死命直找我罢了，

我想是我之前有跟她玩过一次吧？

还有只有我不介意她怎样ks我的hero吧？

觉得我很会玩？

过后她问我加她msn?

wao...她是美的咯，

她也看到我了吧？

陪她玩了几天until到超级的晚，

自己也变到好像唯她不玩，

她没玩，我去睡觉更好？

天啊，

我期待的新年要到了勒，

我这样怎样在新年变美美勒？

死定了。

为什么你在这个时侯出现，

再晚一点点不是好？

那时我陪你玩到早上？lol

Sms小弟要约她除夕出来的？

她没有回我的，

不懂是要还是不要=="

对了，

新年我只有休两天而已，

就除夕跟初一，

我很sad.

在那时，我又收到一封信息，

信息说的大概是，

Haix....我要开始为钱而做工了，

要做三十年。。。。

omg?

我看我三十年后，

有钱了也没有那个年轻的心和力去玩了吧？

想到这里我就想去请假，

可是我最后没这么做。

我刚有去买了三粒萍果来吃，

过好年，

^^.

By here 1st,busying.....11pm

13/1/2010 遇到马来猪。

Today is my offday,

Suppose to wake up early de...

But yesterday play game wif rigel them until 4am @_@,

so sleep until 1pm only wake up=="

I accompany gua to bugis eat tat Xing Zhou Mi Hun,

so nice sia!
After eating i suggest to go to watch movie,

omg there is no good movie,

then we watch "Old Dogs",

got funny,

but is a lame movie tat without suprise.=="

After it we go "Si Ma Lu" Bai bai~

I Bless to god tat i and my guagua is alwaz healthy,

That moment my eye is watching on guagua,

but she don know only^^

Nite 8:30m,

i, Shun, Rigel,Guagua 2gether went eunos,

for playing basketball,

But very suai tat got Malay pig kacao,

Tat playground is for basketball riz?

Almost 10 malay ppl come in play football,

Without ANY Notice,

force us stay outside,

U all Fucking Bitch.

We like only warm up abt 15min,

:(

I haven show my skill yer.

Nvm next time i suggest play at ajuenied there,

suppose no Malay's pig at there ba? LOL

By here,11.55pm